G42 has a lighter spring, easier slide release.
.380 is much nicer on old bones to practice with.
That is an important aspect... practice and know what you're holding.
It is not at all a good idea to learn while in danger or little time to think about it.
(I'm comparing this to 9mm btw. .22LR is even more light weight.)
Please seat yourself.
I like the very things you hate.